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Sep. 29th, 2005 @ 01:30 pm (no subject)
My new LJ name is glitterdustdoll. That's me incase you being to wonder, "WHO THE FUCK IS THIS?!"
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Sep. 29th, 2005 @ 12:47 pm (no subject)
I feel like a lame cunt... but I'm chaning my LJ name. No. Nothing happend. I just no longer desire it. I'm adding all my friends to my friendslist on my new LJ name. I'll post the name when I figure out one. Lovelove.
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Sep. 28th, 2005 @ 02:14 pm The kitties are okay! :D
Current Mood: But happy for the kitties
Current Music: FlashMan: Flash In The Night
My cats Sasha and Surprise are okay! I'm so happy I can dance! ^_^ I was soooo worried about them, but I thought if my trailer was standing, the cats are fine... but my trailer isn't liveable anymore. The roofing over my mom's room is gone, and there is water all in the living room, and in her room. Part of the roofing of my room is gone, and my bathroom is just disgusting looking from all the mold.

The walls look as if they could fall any moment, and my computer is ruined. This sucks... but this could give us a higher chance of living somewhere and in someplace nicer.

I wish my Aunt Danette would adopt me. SERIOUSLY! She's the kind of mother I want. I mean... I love my mother to death... but my Aunt is just more opened minded than my mom. She's like my counsiler. She's a teacher at the highschool, and she told me she works with all kinds of kids. My cousin Aden is sooo sweet. He wanted me to read a story and stay with him until he fell asleep. RELATIVES THAT ACTUALLY TREAT ME LIKE FAMILY EVEN THOUGH I'M DIFFERENT!

LET THE DEATH OF THE EMO INSIDE ME BEGIN! It's gonna suck when we have to leave... I'm gonna miss him and my Aunt D. and Uncle Steve alot. .....-sigh- Sucks I won't ever be able to have kids. I shouldn't be so down now. My cats are alive, and atleast we have family KIND enough to let us stay under a roof, and give us hot meals. Like my best friend Kat said.

I miss ya Kat. I was sooo glad to get ahold of you on the phone yesterday. I can't wait til Lake Charles is fixed and stuff so we can see each other again. FIRST THING WE'LL DO IS PLAY DDR! ^_^ My aunt is going to bring me clothes shopping this weekend (because all my clothes down at my old
house is RUINED.), and they have some DDR machines here, so maybe I'll get to play a bit. I'LL DO COWGIRL FOR CHUU KAT!

I wish I can get ahold of my friend Meghan. She's in Slidell. I left her a message, but she hasn't called back yet. I'm sure she is fine, but I wanna make sure.

Well. From now on, I'm gonna have to submit art to my art page ghetto style. Ya'll are just gonna have to deal with it. If you can't take it... TOUGH TITTIE CAUSE IT'S NOT MY FAULT MY COMPUTER AND HOUSE IS GONE! >0
lovelove

Naughtydog updated there site! Thanks to Filthy on LJ in the group The Precursors cause I would have never known. x_X I CAN'T STAY UPDATE FOR AWHILE! DEAL WITH IT! T_T ....Rayne is Hot. WE NEED A RAYNE CLUB PLEASE! :0

MY GRANDPA THINKS I'M WEIRD CAUSE I LIKE MENS DEODERENT! ahjajklfhafkj
:sprays teh AXE: Where's the women? :0 THEY LIED!

Kayla
Love to everyone I'll always give love to!
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Sep. 27th, 2005 @ 03:34 pm Kayla's rode trip from Helll!
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: L'Arc~en~Ciel- Living In Your Eyes
This... was a trip from hell. Never again would I wish such a thing upon anyone. I left Thursday at 5:30 p.m., and when didn't get to my Aunt Debrah's house in Mississippi til 3:00 A.M. THE TRAFFIC WAS HORRIBLE! My cousin Peyton wanted me to ride with her, so I did. God it was so cramed with stuff. She had her little orange kitty with us. Okay. Yes I love cat's to death, but I wasn't Peyton and the cat's mother!

I got so fed up I could throw that cat out the window. Then it layed down and went to sleep the rest of the way. Never again will I ride with my Aunt Donna on a trip or anything ever again! All she did was change the radio stations to rap or country, get on her cell phone, tell me that my mom can't drive, and bitch and complain at my Uncle Dwayne.

THANK GOD THEY HAD A DVD PLAYER IN THE JEEP! That's really the only thing good with riding with her. They had alot of movies, so my cousin and I watched TV the way there.

We got to Baton Rouge and stopped for gas... they were almost out! Only 2 pumps were there. My Aunt Donna was kind enough to let one guy get $100 worth of gas because his brother was in Lake Charles, and he wanted to get him out. She made $200 dollars that night. These guys let my mom get some gas, but the pump she was using was shot to crap, and she only got $25 worth of it.

I was so dazed and tired. My mom was like, "Well... Happy Birthday Kayla. I wish this didn't happen too." And this this truck filled the the preppyest looking guys... I mean you would think their assholes they looked to preppy. They heard my mom and one said, "Today is your b-day?" I said, "Yes." He got out the car and gave me a hug and they all told me happy b-day. Wow. I should take alot of things back on what I think of people.

No matter where you go there is going to be assholes, and people you can get along with good, but this is the first time a preppy looking person has hugged me and was nice.

I tried calling my friend Katie, but she wasn't there. I'm glad she is alright. From what she has said, the shingles and the windows are all down at the apartments. I agree, that damn bitch of a owner could of atleast did something about the windows. I hate lazy landowners.

Where I live it looks like a nuclear bomb has went off. I live in South Lake Charles, and we got hit bad. I used to live in Cameron when my mom and dad were married, then we moved to Lake Charles. Cameron is now official the Gulf of Mexico. The church my mom and dad got married in is now down to the ground. My mom just laughed at that. It was nothing but lowland marshes and was going under anyway. Cameron and Lake Charles are now shitfaced towns from what you see and hear.

Trees and powerlines are everywhere! The national guard is not letting anyone into Lake Charles. You can't bring the whole family back, just one or two people to check on things, and get stuff that you need or can bring to where you are staying. If you don't wanna get caught... >_> ..... <_< Just between me and those who wanna head back... take the backroads. That's what my Uncle Tod and my cousin Justin did. News on where I live it's shitfaced as well. My grand-pa's house is fine, mine was shot to shit. The roof towards where my bedroom is, is messed up. My brother, Dane, and my grandpa are going down tomorrow to check it out, and see what they can do. There just staying for a day or two. My birthday was a rode trip from hell. 5:30P.M.-3:00A.M. travling to my Aunts house in Mississippi, who lives 49 minutes from the towns Columbia, and Prentice where there is civilization! THANK GOD THIER MALL HAD A DDR MACHINE! alkjfaljkfklajfhklajfklj Their arcade was soooo small, and had no air conditioner. The only good games they had were Initial D ver. 2, Tekken 5, and DDR Extreme. The rest was just old school racing games. THE DDR MACHINE WAS L.O.U.D. LOUD! LOUD! LOUD! I could hear it pretty far away. Their machine wasn't in best shape either. Well... not that bad! The left arrow on the leftside panal was kinda funked up (Not that bad, but sometimes you really had to stomp down on it.) The handle bars in the back were all wobbly, and sometimes the game would freeze. I was playing and doing the song End of The Centery, and the game frooze, but the song kept going, and he said, "Whoo! You got some madd skillz girl!" And I said, "GO!" And the machine started up again. I have never seen someone laugh and be kinda worried in there life about a person. ....Am I that weird? ;.; Yesterday we left Mississippi at 8:30 A.M. to head to Auston, Texas. FROM 8:30A.M. TO 11:30P.M. DRIVING NON-STOP! flakjfjahkja I was going to die! We had some funny, and totally gross moments. On the way to Mississippi, I went into the men's bathroom cause this girl was taking for funking ever to use the bathroom! My brother guarded the door. My brother accidently walked into the women's bathroom in McDonalds on our way to Texas, and my grand-pa had a dead roach in his salad at Mc Donalds in texas. GROSS! GROSS! GROSS! klajfkajhaf I told him to tell them something, but he didn't. I sure as hell would have. I was then thinking of calling Katie, and I thought, "If this was Katie's mom, she would have been like, 'OH HELL NO!'" I'm never eatting there again. YUCK! I'm now at my Uncles house in Austin... and his house is HUGE! IT'S SO BIG! And VERY nice on the inside! I'll take pictures. I get to be with my favorite Aunt, Uncle and cousin! My cousin Aden is such a sweetheart! The rest of my family are a-holes. Sorry. If you saw, you too would understand. I have no idea how long we're staying, the electricty probley won't be on until the middle of October or begining of November from what I heard. And it's hot as hell down in Lake Charles, no food, no water, no gas, no nothing so there is no point on going back. Unless to clean and get things. I can't always be online. He has no AOL. And I'm being very respectful, and I wanna get off soon cause... well.. it's not that I don't wanna leave ya'll, just that I wanna be conciderate of other peoples things. This isn't my house! So I just say be patient. I hope my kitties are okay.... Anyway. I gatta go. I may get on later to just check things, if not tomorrow. Til then.
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Aug. 14th, 2005 @ 01:08 pm You're always in my heart, no matter what.
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: Riyu Kosaka- True...
My friends mean so much to me. Some of them can and cannot see that. My voice can sometimes be weak to my emotions, but in written letters, a hidden voice inside comes to play. People take that voice for granted, but I embrace it because it helps me realize who I am and how I truely feel. I've been thinking about alot of them so much lately... now I just wanna talk about each of them and how they are so special to me.

Their not listed in any special order, so don't be like, "Why did you put her first?!" I said their in no special order, but no matter who is on top of your name or so, I love you all the same. And if I don't have a full paragraph for you don't get pissed and say, "Well She/He has more than me!" Just because I have little doesn't mean you have little meaning for me, that's not it. You all mean so much to me.

Jessica: My first friend ever. Even though we hardly talk, or see each other, I love her so much, and miss her. We did get into useless little arguments, but we always pulled through. We were like sisters, and to me we will always be no matter how far we are from each other. And if I left anyone out, I'm very sorry, but belive me, you are a part of my heart as well.

Katie, Carrie, Brandi, and Chris:

Katie is like my long lost sister. She means so much to me. She is like family to me. I love her no matter what. She's always in my heart. When things get bad I want to be there for her and make her happy, as she does for me. I sometimes just wanna move in with her because I care for her and her family so much. Sometimes I feel like offer so little of my feelings towards things. I'm not careless, I do care, and I care very much. But I belive offering something so little to someone you love so much, is better than showing no love or offerings at all. Katie will always be my best friend, she is my true best friend, she is family for me. I'll always be here for you Katie, no matter what.

Carrie is also a sister figure for me. She's very careing and supportive of Katie, and I love how she shows it. She has had alot of rough times, and I'm glad to be here like everyone else who cares for her to help her through. I'll always love you Carrie. You and Katie will always be in my thoughts and heart each and every day.

Brandi too means alot to me. I will also say it again, Katie, Carrie, and Brandi are like sisters to me. Sisters who I wanna be with. I love all my other friends to death, but I feel like my true self when I am around them. Funny moments, meaningful, and sad. I'll always be here for you too Brandi. You all mean so damn much to me I'd go crazy if I were to lose either one of you. .... You still owe me free sex. Lol.

Chris is like a brother I wannna have. There are moments when Katie doesn't approve of him, but deep down I can see she is glad to have someone like him around that not only cares with his heart and soul for Carrie, but her family as well. Though some people can be totally diffirent, but those diffirent people, can actually change people in such a good way, and he has. Katie, Carrie Brandi, and Chris will always be family to me. They will always be my best friends though the dark and light times, as I will always be there for them.

Meghan: Though we met just a few months ago, we became something more. Meghan is a wonderful person, even though she sometimes doesn't want to belive it. She is, and not only I, but her other friends as well can see that. She has had a rough past such as I and I am happy she is thankful to have the friends she has now. Her poetry is beautiful. It could wipe Hallmark off the map if she would publish it one day. She puts not only her mind, but her heart into it. I charish that, I wish I could write how I feel in such beautiful ways. Her poetry is like how Chris can put his feelings into words, and it's very beautiful how such people can do that. No matter the hard times Meghan, I'm always here for you, and you'll always be my best friend. :)

Drew: It actually took us awhile to become friends because we were sooooooooooooo diffirent. He is like a brother to me as well. An out of the closet brother. xD Though we went through alot of shit, we're still the best of friends and I count my blessings for it. He has changed alot though... even though we don't see each other as much as we may want, still, Drew is always in my heart.

Brandi H.: A girl with issues which I sometimes envy in a funny way. Brandi is a very talented and good person, people just don't give her a chance like some people don't give chances for my other friends, and it pisses me off dearly. If I could make people see how wonderful she, and my other friends are, for me the world could be a better place down here. I'm always going to be there for her when she is down, and cheer her on when she is happy.

Tabatha: My first friend when I came down here. I stuck up for her the first day of school. Eversince that day we became good friends. Her mother was the greatest, I miss her alot, and I think of not only her, but Tabatha everyday as well. She has changed drastically. Ever since her mother's death, she became very distant and a very diffirent person. It hurts me deep inside my heart for what she does, and I'd do anything to help her, but she just doesn't give us a chance. She may not be the little TabbyCat we once knew, but I will always care for her deep down inside.

Roxanne: Roxanne is the coolest girl in New York I have ever met. She's always fun to talk to, and can make some funny stuff too. We don't talk much because her computer has been acting up, and the phone business. We did talk earlier this month, and we miss each other. I'll always love you Rox.

Alicia: Alicia... omg. I'd give anything to talk to her again. Alicia is another wondeful friend. At first you always think you will just be buddies, but we soon became best friends, and it was so totally diffirent. She is a friend who lives up north I'd travel hours to see. We could talk on the phone for hours about bands, school, things that go on in the world, ect... and we'd always have something to say about it. I miss hearing all the fun things she and her friends do, their so interesting, and funny to hear. I'll never forget her, no matter what, she's always in my heart. I have been thinking lately on wanting to call her because I miss her so... Alicia, I love you with all my heart, and I'll always be here for you as well. <3

Matt: The freaken love of my life. The person that keeps me whole and sane. People have no idea on how much I love this boy. To be honest, our relationship we have now was something so unexpected when we met. I thought he was cool and all, but being out and in the hospital so long, he actually remembered me and contacted me the first day I came back. No person that I have just met who doesn't live near me never does that, but he did. It actually touched me alot that he did that. We talked for a bit longer, and then I realized that I was feeling something for this boy that I have never felt before. True love. I was wanting to get over it, but my emotions were too strong, and I told him. I was very surprised on how he reacted. He loved me too. All the other boys I had in the past are nothing to me now, their not my Ex's, their just nothing to me because of how they hurt me. The pain I felt was like rapeing me of my love I actually was showing, when they were sucking it out like a vampire. There will be no other love like Matt for me, and I love him to death. I will fight for him, I would die for him. Everyday I will love him, until my very last beat of my heart I will love him.

Like I said, if I didn't put your name down, do not worry. I have no forgotten about you or anything like that. Every single friend I have, or best friend, I charish, even if we don't talk much, your always a part of my heart that keeps in whole. I love you all so much. Not only are ya'll my friends, you are my family. Forever.

~Kayla~
Love to everyone I'll always give love to! <3
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Aug. 2nd, 2005 @ 11:20 pm If your lost, you can look, and you will find me, time after time.
Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: Cyndi Lyapur- Time After Time
I think the best way to get anything out of you that you know will effect you in a bad way, is to let that person know. I told her. I'm glad she wasn't all like, "Omg!" about it. We're still good friends, and it's better than nothing at all. I count my blessings for it. I'm also glad her girlfriend is cool with me. She took me the wrong way. She shouldn't feel bad for that. I totally understand. It's part of human nature to feel uneasie about someone for certain reasons. I hope we can always be cool with each other.

Even though we're just friends, I'll always love her. I don't hold grudges, so I'm not going to go crazy. In a way it hurts, but I have to much respect to hurt others.

Ahh... not much has happened. Katie is finally home! Yay! :D
Love you Kat-Kat! You too Carrie, Brandi, and Chris!
Hope ya have fun at bandcamp. x_x

~Kayla~
Love to everyone I'll always give love to! <3
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Jul. 31st, 2005 @ 04:21 pm We all have problems here...
Current Mood: irritated
Current Music: Mahou No Tobira
People... I belive I have seen something that has really upset me. I HATE the fact that I do this. I don't hate Christians. Although I don't follow their belife, some of the people are probley the nicest people you'd ever meet, and are really open and don't out others down. I don't out others down on their belifes, and if I do I AM SO TOTALLY SORRY! I don't always know how people will react, but the only way to find out is to atcually say something.

This guy was talking about Pagens, and abortion. He said, "Pagens belive if you kill an animal, it is wrong, but it is okay to kill an unborn child." WTF?! Somebody needs to look at their groups here... That's PETA, not Pagens. PETA will bomb Animal Shelters, will bomb Animal Testing places, and any other place that has animals and they belive it is totally wrong. I HATE PETA! Yes... I will say it again, I HATE PETA! I don't belive you should hurt an animal for fun, or at all. But if you need to kill for food, I can see.

Thing is... The head leader of PETA is a diabetic... and what do Diabetics need? Insaline. (I hope I spelled that right.) And what is Insaline tested on? Dogs. Okay. If you don't understand that... I'll try to explaine. They don't use products that are tested on animals. I wonder sometimes...

I hate it when they start their shit on "Oh the Indians were wrong! They killed the animals, and buffalo, ect..." The Indians had to hunt, for their food. There was no subway back when the Native Americans RIGHTFULLY had American land. Two! They did not waste any part of their catch. They used everything on the buffalo. They had a good damn reason.

Unlike Jennifer Lopez and her Chinchilla fur shit. Their lust for fur coats is a want, not a need. Me wearing a fur coat would give me the ability to start my own sweat shop under my bra. e_e;

I'm just saying... this guy and PETA need to get lives. Desperately. Animals do have their rights, but killing humans in the process is wrong.

Who is also full of shit is Jack Thompson. Some old fart in his 50s with the Florida Entertainment Industry... I think that's where it is, but he's some big time fucker with the media. He's trying to ban games, and anime out of America. Of course the blame.... GRAND THEFT AUTO: San Andreas.

WAKE THE FUCK UP PEOPLE! The game is rated M! For Mature! 17+! Not 7. It's not Rockstars problem, it's the parents for not having the fucking goddamn ability to read. But if their childs best friend has it, oh they have to get it for their child. To be honest, GTA is good, but I don't like it enough to be like, "OMGS GTA! WTFAF;LKAFLF!" And WTF are underage kids looking up codes for this game?! UNDERAGE KIDS SHOULDN'T EVEN HAVE THIS GAME! My mom got it because she knew I was mature enough, and knows I know better than to do things. PLUS! I hardly play it.

The ESRB rating system is not there for nothing. They rate these games for a reason. But since people take so much for granted, they learn their lesson the hard way, and lost alot of money. GTA: San Andreas is not even able to be found in any stores here. Not in Blockbuster, EB Games, Game Stop, any rental or places where can buy games. It's going to get an AO rating.

When I have kids, I'm not going to allow them to play M rated games until I think they are ready. People can call me an Uncultured Cunt all they want. But I don't feel like having my child put up with the worlds bullshit. Yes, when I do have a child, I will eventually.

My mom looks at the back of the box. She'll ask me what it's about and what's in it. There are certain M rated games she won't let me play. I can't play Conker: Live And Reloaded. She doesn't care about most because she knows I'm mature to handle such things, but there are cetain ones I can't play. I don't make big deals about it.

But Jack Thompson just needs to get slapped cross the face with a dick.

Venting is over!
It is safe to come out now!

~Kayla~
Love to everyone I'll always give love to! <3
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Jul. 25th, 2005 @ 04:27 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: If You Were Here
God! It is so hot in this library! I'm not even moving and I'm sweating alot. I'm sweating so much between my legs I could start my own freaken sweatshop down there. x_x Turn on the air! PLEASE!

I hope Katie comes home soon. I miss her. I was gonna call and ask her mom for the phone number, but I wasn't sure if it would really cost alot because Lafeyette is far away. KATIE COME HOME! I MISS YOU! I miss coming over and seeing Carrie, Brandi, and Chris. ;.;

I'm about to piss myself over the new Dance Dance Revolution game. OH PLEASE LET IT HAVE BETTER SONGS THIS TIME! T_T We could atleast have Butterfly, no?

My mom said she may get me an I-Pod for my birthday, or x-mas. Those little bitches cost over 200 bucks! The one i'm getting isn't that much, and holds 1,000 songs. It's those HP I-pods that cost so damn much, plus they hold over 7, 500 songs. I DON'T NEED THAT MANY! XD That's why technology gave us the ablility to deleat. Plus it'll keep my mom from yelling about all the music on the computer.

I don't think the GTA: San Andreas game should be banned. I think parents should get their damn eyes checked! Also I don't think that M needs to get any bigger. Honestly, I don't find it a big deal. Games that are M rated are ment for 17 year olds, not 7!
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Jul. 22nd, 2005 @ 11:47 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: Riyu Kosaka- True
Sometimes it sucks being Bisexual.

I love my boyfriend todeath, but sometimes I worry he thinks I'm becoming a total lesbian. Lmao. It's funny how I remind him. He knows I'm Bisexual (Strongly) and I tend to lean a little more towards girls. There are times where I absolutly hate boys... I guess it's because how I see most of them act.

There is a girl I really like. I can't see how I can let her know, but I guess I need to lay off. I was falling for one of my best friends, but then she turned out to be trash. I mean! I still love her to death as my friend, but she is hurting herself in so many ways. I don't think she's bisexual anymore. Probley just to get an easy fuck.

Then again how can girls fuck? We only got fingers and strapons. XD EWWW!

I'm not desperate... but I sometimes wish I could make this girl see. Maybe I'm just nervous.

-sigh- BACK TO THE YURI BOARD! :0

Lol. Their having a National DDR Tournament... Fuck I ain't joining! xD I don't feel like getting my ass kicked by some skinny ass fast asian kid. Knowing my luck, I probley would.

~Kayla~
Love to everone I'll always give love to!
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Jul. 18th, 2005 @ 10:54 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: Incubus- Pardon Me
People down here are being so fucking emo it's ridiculous! STOP IT! FUCKING STOP! STOP BEING EMO! People love you! ;_; Don't make me go Napoleon Dynomite just to show you!
Idiots!

Some chick that I know a little bit (not gonna say names to be polight about this) who lives a few trailors down has been trying to kill herself for the longest time. She thinks no-one cares for her, but people do. Her friends were even telling her. I can't stand it when people try to kill there selves. I don't belive in suicide.

I used to be emo, until I realized it's fucking stupid. Thinking it'll ease your pain, it'll just make pain for others.

Just because your boyfriend left you, doesn't mean you have to kill yourself! I have been rejected times before, but I got over it!

When I die.... THROW A FUCKING TECHNO PARTY AT MY FUNERAL! I WANT DDR MUSIC! GLOW STICKS FOR EVERYONE! ANYONE WEARING BLACK WILL BE FUCKING SHOT!
I want colors! : D

Resa is my beautiful Rainbow.

So stop being emo! God! Makes me mad. ;_;

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"Resa has pw0ned you." : D

AppIe iPod: LOL no no.
AppIe iPod: Rich x Axl Rose.
AppIe iPod: x Bryan.
KIaha Sama: MPREG
AppIe iPod: fag not found
raincIoud: Haha.
AppIe iPod: DOUBLE MPREG
AFaerysDream: Lmao
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~Kayla~
Love to everyone I'll always give love to! <3
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Jul. 15th, 2005 @ 08:31 pm Stop callin' me a SHORTY!
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: DanceMania- Be Together
Omg! BEATMANIA is coming out for the PLAYSTATION 2! T_T Tis a mirical!
Also DDR Extreme 2 is coming out in September. I hope this one has good songs. Hopefully alot from the old Dance Dance Revolution games. They could of atleast put BUTTERFLY, or Love Love Shine. I WOULD HAVE BEEN HAPPY! XD Beatmania has alot of good EUR0BEAT songs, so hopefully this Beatmania game will have songs from the arcade.

........Could NABC go stoop down any lower in life? Some show about eople&v=56"people dating Online and meeting from like... almost freaken diffirent countries! WTF! It's as worse as that show on TV GUIDE Seeing Stars. Good lord that so is so stupid! Reality shows need to be banned.
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Sucks Katie had to go to her uncle's... she was supposed to come with me to go see Charlie And The Chocolate Factory... I didn't go see it, because it wouldn't feel right without her. I invited Meghan to come and play DDR with me. It was so much fun. She got some drink from Suncoast. They carry some Japanese food and drinks. I STRAWBERRYPOCKYS! ^_^
The sticks break easy, but they are sooooooo good. T_T I wish I had some right now.

I've rented Resident Evil Apocalypse for the GOD KNOWS HOW MANY TIME! Block Buster must see me as a ResidentEvil/DevilMayCry addict. THOSE ARE THE ONLY GOOD GAMES THEY HAVE AT THE BLOCKBUSTERS DOWN HERE! XD We're to poor to actually buy games... only on Birthdays and Christmas. I wish the winter would come... Summer is pissing me the funk off. I never knew the woman who played Jill Valentine was british. Awsome! :0 I feel sorry for the guy in the Nemesis suit. Damn! He's 6'7. :0 I FEEL LIKE EDWARD!

Yes! I R SHORT! (I'm 5'1) My friend call me Edward. (From Full-Metal Alchemist.) I know just how he feels! T_T I always freaken when someone calls me short. It's best not to say that when I'm playing DDR. xD I don't get called 'Shrimp', or 'Pipsqueek', just 'Short', or 'Shorty'. T_T I HATE BEING SHORT! All my friends are taller than me! WTF! :clings to Edward actionfigure.: I FEEL YOUR PAIN!

~Kayla~
Love to everyone I'll always give love to! <3
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Jul. 14th, 2005 @ 02:21 pm I ain't dead yet!
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: DDR MAX Ost: Baby Ballon (Nonsto-Megamix)
YES! I am still alive and well. :D Been playing DDR alot, drawing alot, bitchin' alot, the works.
I update my art page
http://deadlyvirusqueen.deviantart.com
If you really care about me that much, check it out.

I'm over at Katie's alot, and if I am home, my ass is either in my room playing DDR, any of the Resident Evil games, or Jak 2 & Jak 3. I'm usually on the computer everyday... so yeah.

NOTE: This is stuff from my artpage journal. Long yes. I'm puting it here because I fucking feel like it. So freaken deal with it! :0

07-13-05
In ever magazine, or tv show I read, girls are bitching their fat... thing is, THESE GIRLS ONLY WAY 90LBS! WTF! They are not fat! What are they?! Some Hollywood Fitness worker who thinks 100 lbs is obesse?!

It's freaken ridiculous and it pisses me off! Someone who looks perfect, thinks their imperfect because they have a size 7 pant size. Get a fucking life you fucking dogs! My friend Drew that he was fat when he was in 8th grade, and was going to kill himself because of it... WTF! DREW ISN'T FAT! He's just going through that h0m0 phase. I love Drew to death, but what ever he is hearing is the biggest crock of shit I ever heard. He does Ballet, and is so freaken good at it! I wish I could do ballet, but I think I'll break a hipbone. I'll stick to good ol' DDR. xD The White/Asian persons only savior! Okay... there are White/ asian people who can dance, but we mostly see that as a No.

Now there is some website for men who think Anarexic girls are sexy. WHAT IN THE FUCKS NAME IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE! THESE PEOPLE SHOULD BE CHINESE CUNT KICKED! SERIOUSLY! NOT IN HUMOR WAT CHINESE CUNT KICKED! LITERALLY! I DON'T FUCKING CARE! CAPS! KISS MY ASS! WJKHAFKHAFJGAFHJGA!

Who ever the webhost is.... needs to have a cowsdick shoved down their throat and choke on it. >( Just like the AOL man needs to do.

This chick has no freaken ass! And this girls ribcage sticks out more than her chest! Wait... anarexic girls have no boobies.

There is nothing wrong with being a slim girl, or being a bit big, but TO skinny, or really overweight... something needs to be done. Yeah, I'm not little miss thing myself, but whoever sticks their finger down their throat just needs to be fucking shot!

Guys who are into boney girls... good lord! That's like... having sex with a pack of bones! I'm Bisexual, and I hate girls like this. I NEED MEAT ON MY CHICKS ASS! XD These girls look like their about to break inhalf! KLAJJKLHAFH IT'S LIKE FUCKING NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD! THEY LOOK HORRIBLE!

And as usual, these girls are white. I'm white, but race really has nothing to do with this. EAT SOME FUCKING KFC FOR ONCE! A kidsmeal at McDonalds isn't going to kill you!

EAT! Or the Might Baby Eatting Dingo of d00m with eat you!

07-12-05
I think I'm about to move in with Katie. It's just so awsome being with her, Carrie, Brandi, and Chris. Katie, Carrie, and Brandi are like freaken Sisters to me, as Chris is like a brother. People think it's lame about the Friendship, BFF, sayings and shit... STFU! Before I Chinese Cunt Kick someone! I'm gonna say it! I'M GLAD TO HAVE THEM AS MY FRIENDS!

Carrie and Brandi are really awsome for Beginners on DDR. They can do some songs on Light Mode. They are alot better than some of these beginners at the arcade.

xD KATIE! THE DINGO ATE MY BABY!
That was fucking hilarious.


07-09-05
This is freaken scary... I mean... just freaken scary. I was looking at a Teen Peoples magazine, and I saw a picture of Hilary Duff... I then couldn't stop looking, and I realized why, and what I was thinking! She looks EXACTLY LIKE ASHLEY FROM RESIDENT EVIL 4! :0 WTF!
They are making an RE4 movie! I was really excited when I heard, but for Ashley... good lord please do not get Hilary Duff! Or someone is going to be fucking shot!

Okay, I admit! She is cute, and she seems like a really nice person, but for RE... that isn't right.
I like her better than any of these other teen icons out here. Although I hate the fact she is with a 26 year old. Joel from Good Charlotte. If I ever go to one of their concerts... omg... Someone is going to be jumped. xD He just needs to find a good ol normal girl who isn't in the Hollywood posession, get married, and have a few kids.

The young girl/older boy couples is just the in thing isn't it? ALRIGHT! I CONFESS! My boyfriend is older than me, but atleast he's not old enough to be my dad. I've always been into slightly older guys... BUT NOT OLD ENOUGH TO BE MY FUCKING FATHER! XD It is legal, as long as it's okay with parents and there is no sex involved. YOU HEAR THAT!? NO SEX FOR YOU! :0

Sorry about posting so many DDR grades. I had no-where else to put them, besides, you don't have to look at them anyway.

I'm glad Carrie and Brandi are getting into DDR. Their gonna get better someday. Katie's gona end up better than me soon. xD Keep it up!

Good lord! I just got in an issue of Seventeen, and this girl was killed by her mom because she lost her virginity. God, sounds like something my mom would do. Nah... she'd just kick my ass out the house if I had sex. But this woman killed her daughter by pouring Clorox Bleach down her throat. Holy shit! I was thinking a gun or stabbed. o___o Okay, let's say I was older and I had a daughter, and I found out she lost her virginity.... I wouldn't kill her, I wouldn't kick her out the house, but I would go ballistic if it was at a young age. 18 and older is fine with me, but below the age of 16... Get some self respect!

What's also crazy is this girl was 13! MY GOD! It could have been rape, or what... but still, her mom shouldn't have killed her.

I'm like going on 17 years old, still a virgin (Saving it for someone... STFU... Dirty wh0res
), I haven't even had my first child yet! WTF! What is wrong with these kids?!
:clings to Katie: Save me! T__T

07-06-05

http://classicsnoop.ytmnd.com/
Wait for the music to load!
Ya'll are gonna piss yourself! xD

07-04-05

Today is supposed to be magical, yet it is boreing and slow. Plus my mom has a fucking additude at the moment. She comes in all pissed and grabbing things, and throws a bag of food at me. I keep questioning what's wrong and she won't answer. She kept pissing me off so I screamed, "You're the one with the fucking problem!" My mom must have eternal PMS, and the only way to bring the beast down is with Silver Bullets. God she has been pissing me off so much lately. Besides! I found the damn camera, and the thanks I get is a pissy mood.

Hopefully we'll get to go to see the fireworks tonight. I'll be really pissed if we can't. I get sad and drained when I can't go to something alot of people can enjoy, plus when my mom lies to me about it. When people lie to me, give me false hope, or hurt my feelings, I don't cry. (Unless it's from someone in my family.) But my energy feels like it's being sucked right from me, and I feel so sick. I've been feeling like that alot lately because people have been upsetting me. I can feel perfectly fine, but when someone messes it up, I just feel.... i dunno... blah feeling.

Especially for my birthday I feel so drained of my energy. Last year I felt really sick. None of my friends (friends from where I live, not internet or long distance.) except Katie, remembered my birthday. No-one even called and told me happy birthday! I couldn't have a b-day party because my mom was being such a bitch. My mom is not a bitch, she just acts like one. I then was able to a week later, and it was home coming. Most of my friends thought they would die if they had to miss it... Get a fucking life! You have a long time to party before you die. I can't go out and party, but I'm not complaining about it. I mean... I wish I could go to alot of those things, but I can't.
1.) Because my family treats me like a child, thinks I can never grow up and have a life of my own.
2.) I'm not into that stuff.
3.) It saves alot of shit from happening to me.

What's strange, is when people don't wish them happy birthday or something, they totally freak out! Yes, I was FUCKING upset when most of my friends didn't call and choose their BFs or something over their best friend, but I wasn't going around them bitching. I mean, I wish my boyfriend was here. I hate being the 3rd wheel. He knows I get VERY jealous and pissed off easily because of these things. I hate it when you're at a friends house, and it's supposed to be you and that person, but they call their BF over and almost start a freaken MAKEOUT Festival. I get quiet, and want to leave, or even cry. I have no idea why I want to cry, but I just feel like it.

Thank god for friends like Katie. I mean, she sacraficed going to the Homecoming dance, to celebrate my late b-day. I would sacrafice things like that to hang out with her. Besides, she's cooler than those things. Lovelove, Kat-Kat

07-03-05

I'm still sore from playing DDR alot the other day with Katie. She has gotten so much better. Especially if she can do CowGirl, and If You Were Here, on standard. Especially if she passed Witch Doctor. That song is a bitch on standard. Megan finally passed it too. I can now do a few Challenge songs. I passed B4U on challenge, and I can sometimes pass Higher on Challenge. For me to pass Rythem And Police on challenge... something would have to freeze over. I can only do that song on Light or Standard.

I hate it when kids play DDR and show off, like bigtime and think their better than everyone. God... Katie and I call them Fishipeople, because one time we went to Lafeyette and some boy was showing off, and Katie said he smelled awful, like fish. So she started calling eople&v=56"people who show off in a bad way FishiBoy or Fishipeople. I just think they have nothing better to do with their life and still live in their mothers basement. GET A FREAKEN LIFE PEOPLE! DDR is like a GOD, but we have to face reality. DDR can't save us any money on car insurence by switching to Geiko.

We also went and saw War of The Worlds. Two words... FREAKEN AWSOME! That's all I'm gonna say because I don't want to ruin anything for anyone who is going to see it or something.

Katie! Remember when I almost got you with that bottle rocket at my uncles house?! xD
It hit the pile of firewood, then came firing back, almost hitting Katie. I almost set someones house on fire. I almost set alot of houses on fire with bottle rockets. I have a bad habit of holding them in my hand when lit, then tossing them into the air, god only knows where they would hit. My cousin Daniel and I were holding firecrackers near us, and lit them, not throwing them down soon enough, it blew up in our faces. We both went def for a few moments. It was so awsome... except for the facts I almost killed Katie. xD (Sorry Kat) Set peoples house on fire, and my cousin and I went def for a moment.

I got the old ver. of Resident Evil. Omg... Talk about horrible voice acting, but the game is so good. No analog either. ;.; Back then we considered those graphics good, now they are not worth shit. I have no idea why, but I've been wanting old playstation games I used to play back then, but they are so hard to find!

06-28-05
I'm with this RE4 club on LiveJournal, and saw some interesting shit. :0

http://www.news.com.au/story/0,10117,15739502-13762,00.html

That dog scares the shit outta me. xD
And has anyone noticed that the new pope looks alot like Salazar? God that is messed up. xD
Even though I am a Wiccan, the apocolypes will be something cool to die from. :0 Storys to tell!
I now wonder if a hott U.S. agent is running about? I get dibs! I'll fight all of ya! :foams at mouth.: Mwahahahahkjahakfhakhf


God... it's hot as fuck in this library. WHERE IS THE AIR!? ;.;

http://www.news.com.au/story/0,10117,15739502-13762,00.html
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Jun. 11th, 2005 @ 10:43 am (no subject)
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: L'Arc~en~Ciel: Living in your eyes- Hitomi no Jyunin
AOL is the freaken Hitler of all internet services. I swear a bunch of NAZI worshipers run the service, and hate my freaken guts. It always kicks my dear friend Michelle, off. One day we will slaughter the AOL man. >(
Tod zum schlechten AOL Mann! Sieg-Hagel! xD


I was reading a magazine the other day, and I saw the PhotoShop Edit of Resident Evil 4. It was so hilarious. I have a picture of it, but I don't wanna put something that isn't mine and piss people off. It had President Bush's head were Leon's is, and the chainsaw guy was Osama, and it was titled, "President Evil: 4 More Years" Tis sad he won. I can't stand the guy. I wanna slap him with a wet fish. ...............................................................................................God damn rednecks.

I've been trying to join up with this like sister/brother to deviantart, but each time I do, it's slower than my 88 year old grandma who has arthritis and needs a walker to walk. >( Tis bullshit I say! Bullshit! Then again, I don't wanna join now. I don't wanna be between 2 diffirent art things, besides I'm not that special. xD

How long is it really going to take before people realize that Mother Nature really hates Florida? I feel bad for that place. Hurricans always hit there. ;.;

I'm getting so fucking fed up with selfish people. No-one has said anything to me, but I've been browsing DevArt alot, and noticed how people can be so unpolight. I mean, people who think their an absolute God, but when you view there stuff... it's like, "WTF makes you so great?" I know I'm not perfect, but I don't diss. I respect, and people should learn it. Sadly it is not how the world works, so there is no hope. T_T

Parents sometimes suck. ;__; I was supposed to get Megan so we can go play DanceDanceRevolution, but we can't now because my mom started bitching and complaining as usual. I can't wait to get out this house. It's like a goddamn prison. Being a teenager sucks.

..........I need to work on my RE story. It's collecting dust.

It seems that our ol' fat bastard from Jak 2, has a daughter. From most of what I read, she is to have more too her than the other Jak girls. Thanks to the awsome eople&v=56"people at this group I'm in called 'The Precursers', someone found a small image of her. I can't really make out ALL of her features, but to be honest, I'm not impressed. I thought she was like supposed to be 'super hott mama', like it sounded, but to me it doesn't seem so... or else I have bad vision.

What's more bad is that Krew got hott sex from someone...which is just wrong. xD WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU NAUGHTYDOG?! Perhaps when he wasn't so freaken obese. XD His little chizzeled legs. EWW! BAD VISIONS! BAD VISIONS! ;.; Make'em stop! ::clings to someone.:: I think this chick's name is Rayn, or Rayne... something like that I think. o_____o

When they game comes out, I will truely be able to see what this chick REALLY looks like and all.

The horror has just begun. xD

I think this song is hott. The Devils Cry. Who ever disagrees will be shot.
Loveitloveitloveitloveitloveit.
It's actually been awhile since I've played DMC3.
I misserz the Vergil. ;__; I do look forward to the manga. But the writer and all isn't right.... x__X

I just got a video of Jak X. OMG! THREE WORDS!


~Electric Racing Sex!~

Lykeomgzlolwtfomfglmao/////!

:B

Jak is Love. Love Jak. NOW!

My cat can finally walk now. Tis goodness.
And then my cat isn't right. I was about to feed it, and she saw the food, this friggen cat, opens the front door by herself! And this door is metal! lyke wh0a. Still who ever ran over her desurves who hurt their big toe. :3


My BF's bitch ass mall just got DDR Solo 2000. ;___; Lucky bitches! They have alot of my favorite songs on that one. I wish I could go play DDR right now... but like... I can't because I'm sick.
Oh the heartbreak!

I've been playing Final Fantasy 9, and Final Fantasy 10 alot lately. FF10 is my favorite Final Fantasy. Alot of people don't like FF9. Drew and I it. People who dissagree will be shot. And that too. :B

Hurray! The :RE4Club: is having a contest. I'm not one of those people who are like, " I LYKE GOTTA W1N!" I wanna do my best, that's all.

I'm gonna scream if I miss my period this month again. I've missed mine 3 months straight. WTF. I've always had unnormal periods, but 3 months not going is bad. .............I hate you vagina.


It is very sad to say that the music culture of America for me has died. The only music I can stand is punk rock, techno, classical, and J-pop/rock. I punk rock. It's me. Atleast they try or are actually singing. Techno is also a thing for me. I can't dance, but it's fun to listen to. The only techno I really listen to is DDR, or something that isn't annoying. Classical is something I listen to when I'm doing homework, or trying to go to be without a headache. J-Pop/Rock is alot better than most american music. They are not afraid to get jumpy. I know the lyrics may not make sense, but atleast it's not sexist or degrading. Celtic music is EXTREMELY beautiful. Everyone should listen to it. It's calming, and no-one can be hurt.

People are like, "OMGWTF! Why do you listen to that?" You ask 'why'and I ask 'why not'. Like my fav bumper sticker says "WORRY ABOUT YOUR OWN GODDAMN SELF!" My brother and his friends are always on me for the music I listen to, and abunch of prep whores. Their music is extremly lowlife, degrading, and sexist agains women. Have some fucking respect. Plus it makes cars rattle. The lyrics EXTREMELY do not make sense. My friend Rox calls it "RAP: Retards Attempting Poetry." I'm not racist... I just don't like the music. Besides, they could of used that money on those gold teeth for Charity.

Sex is obviously and sadly will always be the IN THING. Many girls today have no self respect. Then they cry and wonder why everyone hates them. It's called fucking common sense. I know I cannot control people, but I really don't like the 'having sex at a young age', thing. 17 or older is fine with me, just do it for it's real purpose. For love. Hollywood influences it so much. They desurve to have a cows dick shoved down their throat and choke on it. Sadly in Hollywood's reality, they don't give a rat's ass. I don't feel sad for anyone in that business.

Brad and Jen think their breakup was bad... GO LIVE IN A FUCKING 3RD WORLD COUNTRY! Then you have a reason to say your life sucks.

I hate people who think their better than others. It's bad karma. Especially kids at school going "OMG! You can't draw! This person is better... ect, ect.." I am not here to please just you... asshole. I know I'm not that good, but I try atleast. -_______- And then I realize this person isn't really good at all. I have respect, so I don't say anything. No-one is perfect. For DDR it's 'Let your feet do the talking or else get the fuck off the machine.' We down here don't tolerate that bullshit. :T

Venting time is over.
And everyone can come out now.
It's safe! : D

As you can see... it's been awhile since I have updated. So STFU and bare with it.

~Kayla~
Love to everyone I'll always give love to! <3
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May. 23rd, 2005 @ 10:50 am Death is natural.
Current Mood: I feel like crap.
Current Music: BeForU- ÇÎÇÚÇëÇæ
It feels like forever since I have vented...

Still... my mom needs to realize I'm not a little girl! She should be glad I didn't turn out to be like most of this kids today. I am thankful I live with her. I do love her. All she can do is roll her eyes and say ,"Yeah right." And it pisses me off! She lets my shithead of a brother get away with EVERYTHING! If he killed someone he'd probley get away with it, cause if I did the same, my fat ass would be sitting on DEATHROW. I hate kids! I funking hate them! (Not all of them. Don't worry.) Rude people.

My cousins are hateful as hell... Their lucky I can tolerate alot of things. Alot of people in my family take things for granted, and treat people like dirt. Then they bitch and complain when someone says something to them, or does something. KARMA FUCKING KARMA! K.A.R.M.A. Write it down! You do something wrongful to others, you're gonna get it back 3 time worse.

I'm getting tired of everyone complaining about little things. I KNOW I HAVE NO ROOM TO SPEAK! But god... I FUCKING HATE YOU EMO KIDS! XD Talking about killing yourself, and you're not good enough. STFU! Killing yourself won't solve shit. If you think you're life is bad, GO LIVE IN A 3RD WORLD COUNTRY! Then you'll have a reason to say your life is really bad.

I'm getting SICK and tired of kids being killed. FUCK YOU ASS HOLES WHO KILLED KIDS OR STUFF LIKE THAT! Can rott in the midday sun you dogs of whores! This Reeves (I think that's his name. If not correct me anyone who lives down where I live) who killed this Mary girl needs to fucking die! OKAY! DIE! Get raped by some big fucking black guy! And get a plastic spoon stabbed in his throat, and thrown in a dumpster to rot for eternity. People who do such things like that do not desurve second chances. Stupid fucking Louisiana court.

When I die.... I only want people to cry for 10 minutes, and then bust out into a techno rave! Playing nothing but Dance Dance Revolution music. I'M NOT FUCKING KIDDING! Freaken Boom Boom Dollar. Graffiti on my casket, glow sticks FOR EVERYONE! Dress up however the fuck you want, goth, prep, emo, WTF EVER! Cake, cookies, JUNK FOOD BITCH! I want black roses. Anyother color I'll fucking haunt you for ever! ANYONE IN THE WORLD CAN COME! I want... Fucking Tom Cruise at my funural.

What I'm trying to say is... Celebrate life. Wake up every morning and thank whatever God or being you belive in by saying , "GOD IT FEELS SO GREAT TO BE ABOVE GROUND THAN BELOW!"

I now feel better getting that out.
VENT TIME IS OVER! :D
It's safe to come out now.

~Kayla~
Love to everyone I'll always give love to! <3
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May. 18th, 2005 @ 03:24 am All hail My Chemical Romance
Current Mood: In love
Current Music: My Chemical Romance- Helena
GOD DAMN I LOVE THAT SONG HELENA! ;.;
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May. 18th, 2005 @ 03:06 am (no subject)
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Gorillaz- Feel Good Inc.
Damn I cannot wait for the RE4 for the PS2. I hate my gamecube to be honest. But the poor thing is ever played. Why? No good games.

Anyway. I got only 2 more Finals to worry about then freedom until summerschool... what a bitch. But hopefully it'll go by fast.

HOLY SHIAT! The Gorillaz are back! God I love that band. xD Hurray for 2-D! Anyway, I wish I didn't lose my old Gorillaz CD. I even forgot how I lost it. But I had it on MTV the other day and the song came on and I was like, "I KNOW THAT FUNKING VOICE!" O___O The video for it is just beautifunk.

I hate MTV. >(

~Kayla~
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May. 16th, 2005 @ 11:00 am Let's just get it over with...
Current Mood: Misery and whoe
Current Music: DDR2ndMix- If You Where Here With Me
Finals are this week. I hope this week flys by because it's pissing me off. Why must I go to the Ghetto school for SummerSchool? Ohwell...

I'm also getting a job this summer. Hurray! :D Now I can finaly save money.

Some shit is going on in my house and I wish I could get out and go FAR FAR AWAY. My mom, my grandma, my brother, and everyone else in this so-called "FAMILY" are getting on my last nerve. My mom just needs to shush and realize I'M NOT GOING TO BE A LITTLE GIRL FOREVER! Christ! She makes it seem as if I can't have a life of my own without her bitching. I mean, I love her, but she's making me mad. She also hasn't been a good mom lately. I'm going to be 18 next year, and still she makes it seem like i'm 2!

~Kayla~
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May. 13th, 2005 @ 06:59 pm St00pid!
Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: Johann Sebastion Bach- Air on a G-string (SWAN MUSIC! XD)
GOD DAMNIT! I have to go to Summer School again. xD No! I didn't fail 10th grade, I just didn't pass the math part of the GEE. Goes to show how smart I am. x3 Math is my weakpoint. Sucks to say but it is true.

Hurray for SWAN MUSIC! That's what I call classicle music. I love this song. I was digging in my mom's music because I was going to go insane if I didn't hear anything relaxing. And low and behold I found many cds that held classicle music. Hurray! :D

My cat had kittens! jhajkhaf! I love kitties, but too many are not cool. ;.;

I went for a walk today around the Trailor Park (aka) The Ghetto. And realized... all my friends are gone... and I have no place to go. ;__; I hate where I live. I mean, our place is a mixture of whitetrash and ghetto people. THE OWNER HAS A LAWNMOWER FOR A CAR! XD He practically lives on it. Oh well, atleast we have a roof over our head and he has somesort of transpertation.

I joined Fanfiction.net... forwhat reason I have no funking clue.

Anyway...

I GOT THE FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST MANGA VOL.1! I begged my mom for it. ;.; I just love Al!

Something is not right.... There is a horse in a ghetto hood not to far from us.... LMAO. Katie has some funny shit to say about this. xD

~Kayla~
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May. 7th, 2005 @ 06:39 pm Vincent Price is laughing in his grave!
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Beethoven- Moonlight Senada
GOOD LORD! I went and saw the remake of Vincent Price's 'House of Wax', last night. Some parts made me wanna scream, "THIS IS AN INSULT!" Or I was just laughing my ass off. To be honest, it wasn't that bad. But we all get to see Paris Hilton die.

My computer is being really evil lately. That is why I am hardly ever on or update everynow and then. Why? I have no idea. It's not that I don't want to get on, it's just that I can't because of my computer. I get fed up with it to where I just give up. Also, school is coming to an end and that means FINALS. DUN DUN DUN!

Yes. Every childs worst nightmares in HighSchool. I need to worry about that more than my computer, because I would like to go to 11th grade, thank you very much. Anywho... that is all.

~Kayla~
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May. 4th, 2005 @ 06:06 pm Haha
I won 3rd place in the DDR Competition Saterday. :( Josh just had to kick my ass out of 2nd. Oh well, it was fun.

I went and played Pump It Up EXCEED 2at CICIS today. That biatch makes you sweat, but I can now do songs on HARD mode. I have one song stuck in my head. xD What's cool about PIU are the visuals. It's like an anime video. What's bad their destracting, PIU is not nice like DDR, and the songs are hard to like. DDR has better songs, easy to learn, and more songs to choose from. PIU visuals are better than DDR visuals because DDR visuals are like an ACID TRIP. x__x

Counseling was interesting today....

~Kayla~
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